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eisengod my dearest friend just passed away

Journal Entry: Tue May 5, 2009, 9:25 AM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: sad songs again
  • Reading: none?
  • Watching: .............
  • Playing: ..........
  • Eating: anything as long it tastes good
  • Drinking: water hahaha

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add me if u guys have accounts of such this XD

soooooo saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad!

april 5, 2009 as i woke up at 1pm....i received several texts messages
stating that ef died....soo he died about may 4, 2009

well he committed suicide...dead on arrival...

at first i never believed the messages that i rcvd...like ef always makes fun at me
playing jokes....i know some of his problems in life...sometimes he would joke about
killing himself...well its a bad joke.....

and i just visited his funeral....and seeing his body...like so speechless and i cnt help
but cry....i just cnt believe that he left us without saying goodbye...well i felt poor on his
family like they were confused of what happened....

im angry at him coz he killed himself....
im dissapointed cause i joined the council of nursing to become a
student volunteer and both of us got qualified and were assigned to digital syndrome department...
like we planned a lot of things and activities...i joined as a student volunteer coz he told me so!
he says it wud be a waste if i didnt share my talents....

me and the others together with ef planned to graduate together and help each other
till the end....well its sad! just sad! he left us....><

well all i can say to ef....
i would never forget him! he always encourages me to draw and do some stuffs
bcoz of him....somehow...i got improved...for he challenges me....
he was a gud teacher in terms of adobe...

he was such a great friend to me and to you guys (for those hu knows him)
to the DA watchers of him thank you for supporting him....pray for his soul...
thanks for appreciating his works.....

ef wherever u are thank you for everything the friendship and the laughters...
thanks for trusting me in a wayfor u shared ur secrets and probs...
i will miss you! i will do! we will do!
there will be no ef like you hus going to tease, makes fun at me, updates about animes especially on naruto, adobe lessons, the comments, and the encouragement evrything!

ef my friend
ef my batchmate in highskul 4-thomas garnet
ef my colleague and batch in nursing course

wel will miss you

well life goes on.....i will continue whatever our plans are....
i will strive to become a better artist...

i guess this will be the last pic that were together

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pray for his soul and family guys......



may his soul rest in peace
:iconeisengod:

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:iconzeroguardian:
:hug:=(:hug:
why would he? I mean
I can just barely imagine the emotions you are feeling
my guesses are anger, sadness, and im not sure, confusion
:hug:

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omg...thats horrible..
i dont really know what to say..

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:iconajkababe:
...omg...I'm shocked. I never thought he would do such a thing...:( I'm praying for his soul and for his family and friends as well...

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:iconcarapau:
OMG I'm shocked beyond belief!!!!
I didn't know much about him or his personal life but he sure was a good friend and watcher... always very supportive and helpful.

I'm not the religious type but I sincerely hope that his soulf find some peace from whatever problems that were troubling him and lead him to commit such a desperate act. :pray:

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:iconaw08:
WHY?!!!! :cries: :cries: :cries: :cries: :cries: :cries: :cries:
I talked once with him bout this thing with suicides and from that conversation i anowledged the fact that he wouldn't do such a thing :cries: :cries: :cries: :cries: :cries: how did he suicide? HOW?!!!

I was so happy that me and him would enjoy together tekken 6 :cries: :cries: :cries: which was going to appear this year however he seemed to love that game :cries: :cries: :cries:

dunno if u'll consider a joke or that i'm making fun of this (COZ I'M NOT FUCKING DOING THAT :cries: :cries: :cries:) He left without seeing the whole naruto and i hope he'll do watch it from up there...looking to our computers while we're reading the manga...so everytime we'll watch his favourite anime or read his favourite manga pleas remind his passion for them in order to keep him in our hearts...

i didn't talked with him to much. i rlly appreciated that he has such a beautiful group of friends...a big one...i wished to be part of that maybe just a lil bit...i was so happy when he accepted me as a bestbud...

i was laughing so har when he was sending me all thos :spank: stuffs and angree things... like sasuke to naruto in the first seasons...


I'm so sad...my legs are shaking...don't blame he for what he did cuz if he chose this way...as friends of him must respect his choices...rest in peace, dear ef :cries: :cries:

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:iconthe-original-jman:
Aww... that's really sad :( I wonder why he would do that. I mean, I never met him, but he doesn't look like the kind to do something like this :hmm:

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I'm completely speechless

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:pray:he will watch us...not from heaven or from hell...but he will watch us...:pray:i`m really sorry for his family..everything for his family...:pray::crying:

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:iconcorkysan:
omg...just...omg.....he was so talented..why would he..my very soul prays for him :pray:

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:iconcorkysan:
im so very sorry for the loss of your best friend

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